What happens when NF explodes? - Page 5

Endolori · 07-06-2008, 03:42 AM

I remember the one time I lost it I threw a chair across the room, narrowly missing the head of the instigator.

Then I stormed out of the room and went home.

After that my friend told me that I was really scary. Thing is, I don't even remember what the hell happened to make me so angry.

But anyway, to answer your question, I think it's highly probable that an NF will end up hurting someone really deeply if he loses control, but in my experience I usually become afraid that I've done just that and ingratiate myself back. Or act all normal to suggest that I haven't lost all respect for the person. I think it's pretty much something common to NFs, that they don't like to be in discord with others?

Anyway I'm usually not angry at the person himself. Just parts of his character.

AvereX · 07-06-2008, 03:56 AM

Ya know(since you don't, i'll just explain)......
my imagination is a lot more violent than i will ever care to be, or could afford to be

example
if someone is truly annoying me.....
more often than not, i will paint their murder with some really twisted method
and wallow in that
its quite comforting......much like warm green tea

does anyone identify with such a demented yet normal notion as this ?

Synapse · 07-06-2008, 04:02 AM

I start throwing tomatoes, pfft, like it'd be great had I used knives instead. I lost control once, but I never really did when I got to my darkest state I imploded shortly after, this affected me more than the people I upset because I got into this self doubt funk and had to repair that reality. I mean I started to question what were my values and belief system constructed on and was I wrong or right to explode. Then I stopped trusting that anything I said was good. And promptly decided to deconstruct everything that I stood for which caused me to fall off my perch into high level of insecurity for a long time. Until I got back and thought well that was weird. Why did that effectively cause me to falter, and I'd say it was because I was trying to prove myself that that instance wasn't as bad as it was. And in the act of wanting to prove I disproved and got more stubborn about it until I let it go.

Endolori · 07-06-2008, 04:10 AM

hey AvereX, that happened to me too. When I was younger my sister used to annoy me so much (sibling rivalry) but she made it more problematic by being an ENFP and kept trying to get me to like her, but it only exacerbated the whole thing. So I'd sit in my room after particularly annoying episodes involving her, and start imagining torture scenes in which I'd rip off her head or strangle her or tear her apart from limb to limb.

Then I'd start questioning myself about how psychopathic I am.

I grew out of that of course, and it didn't happen to anybody else other than my sister. But now we're great friends and all. And no, I don't think it's normal AT ALL.

sciski · 07-06-2008, 04:12 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by AvereX

Ya know(since you don't, i'll just explain)......
my imagination is a lot more violent than i will ever care to be, or could afford to be

example
if someone is truly annoying me.....
more often than not, i will paint their murder with some really twisted method
and wallow in that
its quite comforting......much like warm green tea

does anyone identify with such a demented yet normal notion as this ?

Yes.

Though I verbalise what I will do to people who peeve me - hence I've got a reputation as being incredibly violent in thought, though not deed.

AvereX · 07-06-2008, 04:29 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by sciski

Yes.

Though I verbalise what I will do to people who peeve me - hence I've got a reputation as being incredibly violent in thought, though not deed.

uh huh
people call me the gamut of " evil ; sick ; scary ; "
not all that far of a stretch for an NF
just to think that (N)T's are more harmless anon brings to mind why i like them

annihilation is a passionate act,......

phoenix13 · 07-06-2008, 04:53 AM

One time someone insulted my favorite composer. This was may response:

"I hope you get skinned alive and eaten by hungry maggots before being dipped in a pot of boiling oil whilst a fat coloratura sings Wagner in your ear!"

It later occured to me that that may have been slightly creepy. I don't know how anyone is still my friend...

(btw, Wagner isn't my favorite composer, but his music requires LOUD opera singers)

AvereX · 07-06-2008, 04:56 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by phoenix13

One time someone insulted my favorite composer. This was may response:

"I hope you get skinned alive and eaten by hungry maggots before being dipped in a pot of boiling oil whilst a fat coloratura sings Wagner in your ear!"

It later occurred to me that that may have been slightly creepy. I don't know how anyone is still my friend...

now..........i have an erection

that was resplendent in the darkest of ways

as far as you wondering
you are what you attract/if you want a butterfly, you gotta be a butterfly

phoenix13 · 07-06-2008, 05:04 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by AvereX

now..........i have an erection

that was resplendent in the darkest of ways

as far as you wondering
you are what you attract/if you want a butterfly, you gotta be a butterfly

Thank you, you made my day. I'm glad someone appreciates my sick humor...

AvereX · 07-06-2008, 05:06 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by phoenix13

Thank you, you made my day. I'm glad someone appreciates my sick humor...

i too am looking for someone as sick as me
so i won't spread the disease to someone weak enough to be killed by its humor

07-06-2008, 03:56 AM	#42 (permalink)
AvereX The tear in your Hand Join Date: Mar 2008 Type: INFJ Location: Jupiter Rising Posts: 1,237	Ya know(since you don't, i'll just explain)...... my imagination is a lot more violent than i will ever care to be, or could afford to be example if someone is truly annoying me..... more often than not, i will paint their murder with some really twisted method and wallow in that its quite comforting......much like warm green tea does anyone identify with such a demented yet normal notion as this ? __________________ Let me be cruel, not unnatural; I will speak daggers to her, but use none. Too much of water hast thou, poor Ophelia, And therefore I forbid my tears. Shakespeare

Thread Tools
Show Printable Version Email this Page
Display Modes
Linear Mode Switch to Hybrid Mode Switch to Threaded Mode

07-06-2008, 03:42 AM	#41 (permalink)
Endolori Junior Member Join Date: Jun 2008 Type: INFP Location: SEA Posts: 15	I remember the one time I lost it I threw a chair across the room, narrowly missing the head of the instigator. Then I stormed out of the room and went home. After that my friend told me that I was really scary. Thing is, I don't even remember what the hell happened to make me so angry. But anyway, to answer your question, I think it's highly probable that an NF will end up hurting someone really deeply if he loses control, but in my experience I usually become afraid that I've done just that and ingratiate myself back. Or act all normal to suggest that I haven't lost all respect for the person. I think it's pretty much something common to NFs, that they don't like to be in discord with others? Anyway I'm usually not angry at the person himself. Just parts of his character.

07-06-2008, 04:02 AM	#43 (permalink)
Synapse Member Join Date: Dec 2007 Type: INFP Posts: 78	I start throwing tomatoes, pfft, like it'd be great had I used knives instead. I lost control once, but I never really did when I got to my darkest state I imploded shortly after, this affected me more than the people I upset because I got into this self doubt funk and had to repair that reality. I mean I started to question what were my values and belief system constructed on and was I wrong or right to explode. Then I stopped trusting that anything I said was good. And promptly decided to deconstruct everything that I stood for which caused me to fall off my perch into high level of insecurity for a long time. Until I got back and thought well that was weird. Why did that effectively cause me to falter, and I'd say it was because I was trying to prove myself that that instance wasn't as bad as it was. And in the act of wanting to prove I disproved and got more stubborn about it until I let it go.

07-06-2008, 04:10 AM	#44 (permalink)
Endolori Junior Member Join Date: Jun 2008 Type: INFP Location: SEA Posts: 15	hey AvereX, that happened to me too. When I was younger my sister used to annoy me so much (sibling rivalry) but she made it more problematic by being an ENFP and kept trying to get me to like her, but it only exacerbated the whole thing. So I'd sit in my room after particularly annoying episodes involving her, and start imagining torture scenes in which I'd rip off her head or strangle her or tear her apart from limb to limb. Then I'd start questioning myself about how psychopathic I am. I grew out of that of course, and it didn't happen to anybody else other than my sister. But now we're great friends and all. And no, I don't think it's normal AT ALL.

07-06-2008, 04:53 AM	#47 (permalink)
phoenix13 Senior Member Join Date: Apr 2008 Type: ENFP Location: Maryland, USA Posts: 424	One time someone insulted my favorite composer. This was may response: "I hope you get skinned alive and eaten by hungry maggots before being dipped in a pot of boiling oil whilst a fat coloratura sings Wagner in your ear!" It later occured to me that that may have been slightly creepy. I don't know how anyone is still my friend... (btw, Wagner isn't my favorite composer, but his music requires LOUD opera singers)